Monday, October 31, 2011



2 subjects down people.

just this week. i just need to study 3 more subs and i'm OUT FOR LIFEEEEEEEE. and i just don't give a shit to chinese and science mcq paper. hahaha.

tmr's chemistry paper and i don't know anything about chem at all. well cept for organic chem that i requested maths tutor to teach me ytd hehe. ahhhhh ottoke D: i wasted my saturday watching one piece ~ D: so today full force geography and yes i finally finished it \0/ missed out one chapt though cos devt is too boring . ]:

recently very nervous ah~ at home watch tv nervous, on bed play games nervous, study nervous, right now also nervous T^T wouldn't die ba ~

2 more weeks to afa! miss cosplaying much. can't wait to debut~~~

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要到去年的那一天了。这两年真的是又悲伤又痛苦。真的只能用痛苦来形容。好不容易脱离了痛苦的日子,结果让我碰上了一个花心的男人。自己真的很傻,像个笨蛋似的。
还让爸妈担心我。还做了错事。

但没关系!将来的我会更坚强!不会做错事了!也不会再流无谓的眼泪了。

单身的日子真好。

但如果是yong hwa 的话~~~~~ 就不一样啦~ 好可爱啊!!会音乐的男生要抓紧!!哈哈哈


。。。。。。。最近我还真感伤啊~

Monday, October 24, 2011


damn demoralized after english paper. so i kinda thought i should blogged a little before starting on maths ]:

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this was ytd morning before paper ]: fucked up hair with fucked up face and so i literally fucked my paper up T^T

my forever messy forever no time clean makeup desk ]: no time is just an excuse ~

and my d&t artefact!~ probably nvr gna see it again~ ah my darling ]:

and this was about 3 months ago when i worked for peelfresh ]: jurong ok mind you. and cute jelly mascot \0/



and this ]: cut it by accident when i wanted to use the shaver to trim my eyebrows ]: LIKE SUAY OR WHAT T^T ! i stoned and went jelly . WAHHHHHHH~ T^T

been jogging for the past week, gotta prove it wrong to my relatives!!!!! it's so annoying when they start comparing you and your sister. when my sis gyms like thrice per week cos gym is available at her office. nb.

And also watched paranormal activity 3 on sat abruptly, asking the guys down w zoey and wanqi . and as usual, i didn't watch much. T^T but still understood the story watching 1 and 2..

like stress !! like about 18 or 19 days to afa which means the end of O lvls~~ please end it soon ]: i had high hopes on science practical so please maths be easy~ i'm dying to get into tp.

......... ok can bath - lunch - start work. anyeong~

Sunday, October 09, 2011



it's offically . 14 more days to O level written paper .

and guess what , i didn't attend school the whole of this week. well yea i went to the library almost everyday though, was good . it was until thurs wani text me to go back school which... i obviously rejected HAHAHA. but ah studying is reaaaaaaaally boring. i mean not to say the content but i cant imagine myself having to study the whole of my life o_______o meh.

my studying life . wakeup > washup > library > study/eat/study > home > nua > sleep

and the cycle repeats the whole of this week. i can't fucking believe myself T_T well graduation is next wed...... and i have no intention of going. really. wani literally opt me out of RSL just to make me go back school. k cool. but still. i can say i'm really sick and tired la. really. i would very much rather study one fucking whole week than to go one day of school. YES i hate school that much. prolly not when i'm up to poly. Stand in my shoes and you'll know how i feel.

ah well~ can't wait for afa ^^ which hengly or suayly lies on the weekend before my last paper. eh cool or what -.- but well last paper's science mcq and till now i have no single idea of any science topics. so yea. but i'm 100% done for afa! HAHAHAH actually wanted to chiong another cos since it's a two days event but i'm down for cuz wedding on sat. suayz.

ohyea have i mention ? i went to a nail seminar w sis last month and i registered for the course. LOL. 4k course and mom said she wanna sponsor weewooweeeeee. but means i have to chiong for taiwan trip ! but i have no idea when to start. danggg. ah well shall decide as the time comes.

for you people who have been missing my camwhores HAH


NYEONG~

Tuesday, October 04, 2011


..So, i was sick these 2 days. Had fever on sunday night, actually in fact the whole day but i didn't realized it until at night.. LOL. very very very bad headache for the whole day.

Mom was going to indonesia on Monday, very abrupt notice. As one of my indonesia auntie was in the hospital and surviving on the tubes that was connected from the machine to her. Mom is back around an hour ago telling me what happened back there. Now i know who this auntie is.. i seriously felt damn sad and i really wanna cry. It must be so heart wrecking for her family members.. Mom told me that her husband was by her side 24/7 and didn't wanna leave, he was asked back home by his family members, he went home, he cried. real hard.

Mom said she can't feel this auntie's legs, it was cold. like a dead person's legs.

after listening, i kinda wished that i didn't knew any friends at all. Esp the sisters/cliques i'm w now. I don't wanna be thr at the hospital having to see them going thru all this. surviving on tubes.

damn sad.

And fever is coming back, gone, back, gone. -.- headache is really.

.............................i'm slow dying in process.